Crazy emotions

Think of the one song that you listen to and it just makes you all teary or emotional or mad- this is how I feel right now.
Overwhelmed.
I guess that is a little bit of an understatement.
Life is just this giant thing and you think you have it all figured out, you think you have a plan, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING.
But you don't. You just don't. Because your life isn't at all in your hands. Certain things yes- Decisions you make, the person you choose to be. But the plan? Not a chance. That's God's deal.
So for now, with as hard as it is to just trust that, I will take a deep breath and trust God on this one. I have never been in such bad shape that I wasn't able to get up and brush it off.
Now is no exception.